Sneaking Suspicion

I have an awful suspicion that fate has a sense of humor.... I am worried that the worst of all good things might happen... now that I have finally come to terms with my forthcoming dismissal from CSM, I am suddenly worried that they will change their minds and let me stay on.

And then I'll have to decide what I want more: the end of CSM's bullshit, or CSM's name on a degree.